With New beginnings come new realizations, new awakenings. I have been asleep and now I wake,, the slumber, the dream was just a moment in my life, it seems as if it never happened. Insanity? Maybe? but this love this feeling it is more than unexplainable to me, how can I explain to anyone else? It has unfolded and at last i have found my soulmate. His smile melts my soul, and creates the most beautiful music within my being.
I have only to look into those eyes and get lost, feel the caress of his hand upon my cheek and feel reassured. It is cosmic, and destined. I do not fear to close my eyes to sleep, because I know that i will wake ( most the times I hope so) and so I fell into the abyss. Lost it all, decided that the old life was no longer worth living, material items be dammed. Then as I feel into the chasm of the abyss, your arms captured me before I fell, your wings wrapped me with their splendor, and the music of a thousand angels hum, I know that it was meant to be. Maktub ( destiny) it is what is most interesting to me, the fact that just when as Dante, abandon hope all ye who enter here.. was how I felt in regards to men, life , romance. However there is nothing like a refreshing realization that when it was meant, you were there. I love you Jorge L. R.
