Sunday March 21 - The Tooth Fairy

Today was one of those days that i reflect on family and values. It was fun to hang with my son who lost his 3-4 tooth. It was the lateral incisor:

So of course when he lost his first tooth, I ended up paying $10 for the first tooth, so of course when you set precedent, thats it, you have to pay each time. wow.. thats $300 roughly! So this morning I forgot all about it.. which means I had to run out and go get the $$ then as he slept I went over and exchanged tooth for $. What a great thing to see him reach in the pillow and find his money. He had a huge grin! The other day he did say to me.. mom can you be live Austria said Santa Clause and the Tooth Fairy don't exist, mind you he is 7... I said, that's because they have grown up, they probably don't get as much $ as you cause you believe hahaha .. aww he is so sweet.

Later in the day went for a drive with my bro over near the airport, he really wants to be a pilot and I hope for his sake he will do it. So then I came home to watch Operation Repo :D Now time to go to bed before the witching hour... nite nite all

Eminent Freedom

It is the forecoming freedom I long so much, the agony of love is many faceted. I find that the best way to break from the clutter of my mind is to write it to express in words feelings that can not be felt by another as it is for me, deep meaningful, painful, and lonely. I look forward to freedom, I taste it, it has been a long time coming. How could you not know what i meant when i said all along, love me, but that was never the case. BEtter alone than with someone that does nothing for you. It hurts, agony, pain, but it is real and it is life, and every decision a reaction..it is important to keep living and breathing and knowing your path will shine....